In this special episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast, Laura Matsue and Kelsea Shanai’a Rai talk about the Heroine’s journey of turning the toxic feminine into divine embodiment.
In this special episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast, Laura Matsue and Kelsea Shanai’a Rai talk about the Heroine’s journey of turning the toxic feminine into divine embodiment and introduce a new course they are offering to women that takes them through this journey. They discuss their own experiences of sexual trauma and the occult history of the feminine “priestess” and how it relates to a toxic feminine template conditioned by Matrix programming. They share traits of the toxic feminine, how it relates to disconnection from our bodies, the hijacking of creative energy/spiritual power/womb, how trauma and abuse has affected us collectively, princess programming, Disney, Pedophilia, MKUltra programming, the occult history of the goddess, the mother wound, divine embodiment, the importance of gathering in community and much more.
Show Notes:
Introduction to the 8-week course “Birthing the New Feminine”
How Laura and Kelsea met
Kelsea’s cult experience and abuse by a “black magician”, coming face to face with her toxic feminine shadow
Laura’s history and experiences with the toxic feminine within herself; succubus
Traits of the toxic feminine (pathology has become normalized in official culture)
Disconnection from the divine feminine relates to dis-embodiment and the Transhumanism matrix agenda.
Trauma and sexual abuse from a bigger picture perspective
The Dark Queen archetype
Toxic Feminism is driven by suppressed/projected anger/rage and revenge
The “princess” programming
Disney, pedophilia, MK-Ultra
The Jeffrey Epstein pedophilia case – just the tip of the iceberg
Laura’s experiences with ritual sexual abuse by a powerful famous musician
Kelsea’s past life experiences with Ritual Sex Magic
The toxic feminine’s desire for power and way of manipulating/using men
The New Age Priestess distortion
Priestess rituals tying into Black Magic, sacrifice, resulting in traps of agreements/contracts with occult demonic forces
Laura’s revelation about a past life contract with a draconian entity when she was initiated as a Priestess
New Age Wicca and occult traps
The Toxic Feminine’s thirst for power
The Divine Feminine has no thirst/desire for anything outside herself
The key is getting into the body to heal traumas, cancel contracts and free the divine feminine
The toxic feminine works in more covert/sly ways
Importance of taking self-responsibility for healing abuse/trauma
We are in a period of deep awakening where all our wounds/traumas are coming up, going back thousands of years
The gateways of the womb for women to access their wisdom and all experiences
The hijacking of the womb, sexual abuse, and the Matrix Trauma Installment Program
Sex (penetration) without love creates damage in the womb
How to heal the womb
Over-reliance on technology disconnects us from our embodied inner wisdom, guidance, and intuition
The importance of healing the mother wound
Importance of community and support system